Friday, November 28, 2014

(haiku/6)

subconscious forces

where the
dark angel
resides

she fears
nothing here


©bev stillwell 2014

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

(haiku/5)

the moon
stirs
my soul

taking me
to worlds
unknown

i gladly
follow


©bev stillwell 2014

Saturday, November 22, 2014

sly

i wont
confront
when i catch
your lies

i'll just
watch
and wait

you'll
embarrass
yourself,
eventually

i wont
share
your gossip

because
i know
its only
a matter of time

til i am
your next target

i won't
bad mouth you
to others

or try
and warn them

they'll figure
it out
one day

i dont smile
because i like you

i smile,
knowing what
you're capable of

i'm always
one step ahead

and until
you figure this out

which you
probably never will

you'll forever
be the puppet
to my game


©bev stillwell 2014









Friday, November 21, 2014

(haiku/3)

my wings
have been clipped

i will
glue them
back together

soon,
they will fly
again


©bev stillwell 2014

Thursday, November 20, 2014

afflicted

being sensitive
doesn't mean
i overreact

it means
i feel pain
on a deeper level
than most

this burden
can only be accessed
because i care
so much

when i love you
only you
can hurt me

when i respect you
only your words
can sting

when i have
your back,
to those
who dont

only you
can blind side me

im far from perfect
but am
a good friend

and i would
give you the world
if i could

in times like these
i wish
there were a pill

that would
block me
from feeling so
passionately


©bev stillwell 2014




Tuesday, November 18, 2014

(haiku/2)

can u see my soul

without lust
in your eyes?

i am so much more,
than pretty


©bev stillwell 2014

Monday, November 17, 2014

haters

low self-esteem
fearing to be great
projecting misery
it's you
not me

lies
malicious intent
instigated drama
it's you
not me

criticism
judgement
envy
it's you
not me

striving to be

accepted
understood
worthy
it's you
not me

hey, haters!

i'm comfortable
in my own skin

it's impossible
to bring me down

i will continue
to shine
excel
achieve

so back the "F" off!

please and thank you


©bev stillwell 2014



Saturday, November 15, 2014

fiend

he pierced the skin
of her neck

blood descends
upon her breast

ecstasy
within his hypnotized
eyes

he quenched
his desire

and left her to die


©bev stillwell 2014

Friday, November 14, 2014

a haiku for anne

her fiery red hair!

a face,
wrinkled with laughter

amused,
by the silliest things


©bev stillwell 2014

*in loving memory of my childhood
friend's mom*



Sunday, November 2, 2014

vibrations

intensity
electricity
lucid dreams

need to find a sanctuary
a quick retreat

replenish my resources
exhale
release

let go of what doesnt serve others,
let go of what doesn't serve me

let go
let go
breathe

let go
let go
release


©bev stillwell 2014